It's your birthday

Yet another Birthday of yours... without you...

I really wanna be away from disturbing you, just wanna keep the texts which I take hours to type, to be in my drafts forever...
I have that much emotions to express, but as how I am, it's not working out for me to show it out. Because I wanna keep that frame of "Being strong". Reality sucks, I know I'm already bits and pieces in the absence of you.

But, I love your courage, I like your strength...
You are being a strong woman, I can't stop appreciating you even you broke up with me!

If I say you mean the word for me, that's an understatement. The emotions caused by these hormones makes me still be awake at midnight to wish you...

I couldn't send the whole text I have written, but just wanna wish you, just like a stranger or a guy who you know for short time... and yet I sent "Happy Birthday"

You can't understand the feel of being lost, waiting to hear at least a hint, that you have read my message or it got delivered.

I know the result as well, but I won't stop loving you...
truly,deeply, and madly...

Happy Birthday my Love!

~Shanan

My Musing!

I'm always wondering, why are they calling women as weaker sex!
Women are equal to men in all terms, physically, mentally, and in all other means.
The stone-age period is over, and here we have only one kind of society, society that has humans...
Therefore, one can't label women as weaker in any way.
Hence I have a concern, even the feminists all over the world would agree with my above statement, then why men have to get up from their seats when a woman walk into the bus? Being elder is a different story, they can't stand in the bus, but why would a guy have to get up and give his seat to a girl who just walked in? Being a respectful gentleman doesn't mean he has to get up, because male and female are equal, rite? All guys do this because they consider women as weaker sex, and they shouldn't do this...
Another thing, this "ladies first" concept is also because of the same issue I reckon, If both men and women are treated equally, then why there is a "first" among them? 
So lets chill and enjoy in earth as equal people, not to disrespect other's values.

When this world was created (By god they say!), there believed to be only 4 types of people,  according to the researches;
Those who lived by mountains, hunters.
Those who lived between mountains and land-sides, shepherds.
Those who lived in land-sides, farmers.
Those who lived by seasides, fishermen.

Notedly, these were divided into four by the occupation they have done.
In the current world, those who does these four occupations, and those who live by these areas without much development, are considered to be of low caste people!
World is so polluted and history is mostly written by the ones who were in the better side of the story, therefore they made an identity that they are high caste and stamped those who are lost as low caste!
But to be frank, if the first men are from low caste, aren't we all low caste?!
Lets understand there's no such thing as caste, its just our stubborn minds.
When we realize that we are not dictators to others, at the same time not less to anyone else, then we can feel the humanity.

We are all one! Peace

~Shanan.






    

இன்றைய சிந்தனை

கர்ஜிக்கும் சிங்கமோ பிளிறும் யானையோ கூட்டத்தை கூட்டாது...
முக்காலியில் உட்காரும் யானையும் நெருப்பு வளையத்தில் பாயும் சிறுத்தையும்தான் கூட்டத்தை கூட்டும். 
இயல்பற்றிருப்பதால்! 
#எஸ்.ராமகிருஷ்ணன் #நிமித்தம்

Only the Elephant and Leopard in the Circus gets audience, not the Roaring Lion or Flipping Elephant in the forest! 
Being uncharacteristic!

Malayalam Movies!

About last 3 or 4 months or so, I got number of malayalam movies to watch, than tamil/english movies.
If I tell the truth, it is the reality drama, which is so encouraging to see, than watching unrealistic movies in other languages.

The best thing I like about the malayalam movies are, the locations! They are so lovely and suits to the plot and circumstance of the story narrated!
For instance, take the orphanage showed in the movie Charlie, that area is nicely captured with green fields, cool weather, and with good camera angles when zooming the people in there.

Another movie, Kali, Shows the night life exemplarily, the restaurant and its surroundings are captured under required light conditions.

In Charlie again, the Goa festival was recorded astonishingly! The audience would have felt that they were in there physically! I guess this is the first movie which showed the festival in its best.

The other good thing about Kerala cinema is, the plot is not only romance! I think its safe to say, tamil cinema is fully into love concept. But malayalam movies talk much about some other concepts. For example, Kali is about a guy who is going through stress affected mentality. Oru vadakkan selfie is about social media's problems a normal girl could face. Its healthy cinema I feel, than being into a single concept and praise the hero!
The movie Action hero Bijju made me to conclude, that all the police officers I have seen in tamil cinema are unreal! Check this movie and you would agree with me. This guy Nivin acted as a normal police guy who we meet usually at police station, who don't roar like a lion, who can't even catch 2 guys at the same time, can't fight with 20 rowdies, but the perfect police guy.

These are the movies I have watched recently, and this makes me watch more and more kerala cinema:

1. Charlie 
2. 100 Days of Love
3. Kali
4. King Liar
5. Oru Vadakkan Selfie
6. Action Hero Bijju

~Shanan.