It's your birthday

Yet another Birthday of yours... without you...

I really wanna be away from disturbing you, just wanna keep the texts which I take hours to type, to be in my drafts forever...
I have that much emotions to express, but as how I am, it's not working out for me to show it out. Because I wanna keep that frame of "Being strong". Reality sucks, I know I'm already bits and pieces in the absence of you.

But, I love your courage, I like your strength...
You are being a strong woman, I can't stop appreciating you even you broke up with me!

If I say you mean the word for me, that's an understatement. The emotions caused by these hormones makes me still be awake at midnight to wish you...

I couldn't send the whole text I have written, but just wanna wish you, just like a stranger or a guy who you know for short time... and yet I sent "Happy Birthday"

You can't understand the feel of being lost, waiting to hear at least a hint, that you have read my message or it got delivered.

I know the result as well, but I won't stop loving you...
truly,deeply, and madly...

Happy Birthday my Love!

~Shanan