Monday, November 16, 2015

Hello from the other side

Hello, it's me, I was wondering
If after all these years you'd like to meet to go over everything
They say that time's supposed to heal, yeah
But I ain't done much healing

Hello, can you hear me?
I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be
When we were younger and free
I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet

There's such a difference between us
And a million miles

Hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry, for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry, for breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

Hello, how are you?
It's so typical of me to talk about myself, I'm sorry
I hope that you're well
Did you ever make it out of that town where nothing ever happened?

It's no secret
That the both of us are running out of time

So hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry, for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry, for breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

Ooh, anymore
Ooh, anymore
Ooh, anymore
Anymore...

Hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry, for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry, for breaking your heart
But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

~Shanan

Thursday, October 1, 2015

First Drive!!!

Not bad as I thought of.

This is what I can say after reached office without any bumblings or scratches in the road.
Now I'm ready to take up my beast in full swing :)

Getting ready to fall in love with my GP1. Me and my beast. dot.


;)


Sunday, September 6, 2015

I am, whatever you say I am

They say whatever your favorite is, whatever the thing you are dreaming about, one day that will be the real you. I can't agree more to that than my life.

Being a Rahmaniac, a follower of Maniratnam's movies, addicted to Vijay Sethupathi's acting, these all the favorite list of mine. but still, till today, if I have seen a movie more than hundred times, then that is "nootrenbathu (180)". Don't really know what made me, or makes me watch it again and again, but the movie has to play some role someday in my life.

I tend to feel the effects of the movie has already been started an affect, and hell, no matter what happens, I'll survive and be happy about every moment I live.

He himself is a hero for every guy inside his flames. I'm not an odd to that, whether it's my proudness or reality, I'll not change my favorite list just because of the effect I'm gonna face.

Live the life as tomorrow is going to be your last day on this earth.


-Shanan



Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Will it be my dream series?

This time its a much composed team compared to last year's 5-0. Far more composed men with equal mix of young and experience. Australia have all the rights and reasons to win this ashes and I would like to put the "Goddamn five to nothing mate" pic of Aussie team in my Facebook cover DP.



Why Australia has to win this?

More than a rivalry war, it is a long time missing target for Australia to win a series in England. the last 3 teams travelled to England had returned back with defeats since 2005. There must be a milestone for that, though Clarke's army doesn't play for milestones, If I have to say it in Michael's voice, "Happy with the win, but it's never enough"! That's in the blood of Aussies, they keep their fight further and further, attacking the opponent with full swing of power. That's how this "Never say die" spirit came to them and, well, to me too.
No matter your openers fail, middle order fade, there will always be a fight be carried on from the tail enders. There is a hidden power to the yellow army, that is, their batting line up is deep till number eleven!

One more reason for a win is to prove the world that we are world champions not by default nor by the fortune, but by our talent. As always happen, this time also the english media have started their sledging job by questioning the talent of Steve Smith, the number one batsmen of the world! I'm pretty sure Smithy won't take that serious, rather he would reply with his bat.

And the ever aggressive David Warner had changed a lot and stopped his misbehaving attitudes on and around the ground, a welcoming change. I always thought of Aussies playing with the spirit, because even if they play without sledging, they will definitely win. So, I'm looking forward to see the silent and calm Warner to show his aggressiveness only with the bat and cover fielding stunts, as how the whole world would like to enjoy with him if he do that, as how everyone loves Brendon.

And as how the English media stated the Aussie team, "Daddy's Army", there is a point to prove that this ashes for the retiring legends of Australia and prove that the selection of them upon the younger guys correct. This series is for Hadds, Mitch, Clarkey, Rogers, Watto and for Ryano especially. The guy who fought for his team even with his entire career he was having pain when bowling those 148kph stunners. Ryan Harris should get a proper retirement reward by this ashes win.

I have some wishes, for what it means world to me. If I see Pup and Watto partner up in the middle and destroy the Englishmen all over the park, at least in one match, that would be my day! I would like to see them playing together probably for the last time with tears filled in my eyes...



And I like to see Warner and Smithy go places in this series, wanna see them gun big tons to obtain their form.


I want Starcy and Mitchy to reap the stumps of the pommies at every possible gap they got.




If these all happens, I'll be happy to spend my rest of the days in this earth, thinking about these memories.

All the best for Ashes Team Australia! let the flag fly higher and higher!!!

Let's do this for Ryano and for our little brother Hughes.


Cheers!

Monday, July 6, 2015

Reality!!!

Its not about me...

There is this guy, who is a normal human being. And as all the normal human beings do, he also have a love story. But due to some reasons, the love story got broken down in between, from the girl's side, reasons were not clear, nor acceptable for this guy.

Now, every human being fall in love, and almost 25% of them makes it to the marriage. the rest? well, probably ends up marrying someone else and some go extreme and having no marriage life in their future.

Now, imagine how hard it is to that guy. Say his love affair was strong, he had a roadmap about his future with that young lady, he planned things for them, dreamt a lot about the life he is going to have with her, etc, etc, etc...

But, all of a sudden these all are in vain. Acceptable that this is not a big deal when compared to the pains the poor people all over the world facing in their daily routine, but for him, this pain is somewhat bigger than any pain in the world.

There are so many problems he need to face: Assume he is of late 80's born guy. then by this time he will be ( he is! :) ) nearing his thirties... by this time if his story goes for a fluster, then how can he start for a new life with someone else? almost all of his batch mates and guys younger to him would have been engaged. So who is he going to find for himself? Its always very much hard to find a match when you are in late twenties, and falling in love for the second time is only possible in movies. Plus if you have to go for a girl, then definitely you won't be getting someone younger than 22 as of now. because time had gone when he spent almost 7 or 8 years in his relationship with that girl, meantime everyone of his age or younger got married or engaged. And only the girls of age 22 are remaining in the marriage market. Then this age gap itself will be a big problem for him to suffer in marriage life.

The next problem is his life, his real working and scholastic life. When a guy is in love failure, he will not be having the mindset of listening to his lead's "innovation" ideas and if he is a software geek, he will lack in concentration. which will badly affect the hierarchy of that guy, he won't go places as expected. its kind of the time he performs neutral or low. a period which in software companies referred to as " bench". It drastically affects his career, he will not get the salary he expect to have, he will not get the promotion he was waited for, and more over, he will sulk on the job because even though he earns all, he doesn't have a girl to share the joy of him. Usually the geek guys  will be having relationships, they may vary, one to one, one to many, etc. But this guy will be noted by girls as a loser since he don't have a catch, and that thinking will increase when he don't perform well at work as well.

One more thing is his family. The cousins and younger siblings of him will be thinking of him as a useless guy. Reasons are a lot. cousins of parallel age would have been married 2 or 3 years earlier and by now would be having kids too. So they will be thinking about this guy as he is a waste of the country, as he is not having a girl and he is not even trying to marry someone. (yes, this guy will not like to marry since he has that girl in his mind still) Younger siblings will take him as a stupid kiddo since those youngsters would be having affairs, so he will be the stopping point for their marriage.

Altogether, its a sick and heck kind of situation for him. He will survive, I guess.

P.S : Again, its not about me...

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Cricket's historical day!

Fastest fifty and fastest century!
The humble and gentle AB Devilliers! The best batsman of the world. 
South Africa, always the best team, my second favorites in cricket!


Monday, January 5, 2015

Happy Birthday A R Rahman!



Ever since his music was introduced, there were no other music directors affected me this much. Each day of my timeline just got better by listening to his variant magics. He is yet "person down to earth" quality, best human I've ever known, and moreover, A beautiful magician with a charming smile in his face all the time!

The best thing about A R R is, every song which comes out from his "Panchathan" labs should be world quality, and not second to any of his previous albums, He is very-much keen on that!
We know a lot of music directors who put best songs for one album and gave up on the other, but till 1992 Roja, till 2014 Linga, ARR's curve of music Quality is exponentially increases!

He is a man of records, but not a single one gone to his head! He is much simple than a normal guy, a common man, and giving all his praises to the Almighty only! "Ellaap Puhazhum Iraivanukke" he says which he really means when saying!

We, as Rahmaniacs, would love to hear from you ARR till we die! Always believe that, your best is yet to come! 2014 was a greatest year for our ears, 12 albums in a single year is something you've never done before! At the same time, we pray to the Almighty to give you better health and as an advice to you from your humble fans, please don't strain yourself, we want you to put more music and we are all ears for that!

Wishing you a very happy Birthday Mozart of Madras, Isaippuyal, Isaith Thamizhan "A R Rahman"!
We love you!

"Rojavil Pooththavan Neeye, Raajaathaan Isaiyil Neeye,
Karvam Enbathae Ariyaan, Enrumae Nee engal Mariyaan!"

~Diehard Rahmaniac Anojan!